dad's back in SINGAPORE!
miss him*
daddy's girl.
first i wish to say a hundred and a million thanks to HIM!
there comes my new jacket & bag from adidas and a windbreaker from nike(:
allsmiles*(:



well start kickin off my blog with ytd's team training.



fri (27/10)
woohoo!
the best team training so far~
bearing what uncle adam taught me last week
with tht, i did my best yet so far (:
pair with Ferinna. had 498 tgt in 2 games.
statified with my marks.
106 and 159 (:
just 1 mark away from my record
ashley mus jiayous!! (:
got the sch jacket - black and blue
thou prefer the white jacket which they got it last year
sad*

somehow i reliased tht with one pin standin, i felt tht stress.
nv had tht feeling before.
as i told Fer, "one pin very stress lei"
and she nodded in agreeement.
whether u miss or u spare it, the scoreline will tell.
A miss and a spare made lots of diff.
no matter what, sihui u must JIAYOUS JIAYOUS!


sat (28/10)
a special day for us.
a day to remember.
2 years went by and she is still on our mind.


ning, when u left,
a hundred ppl cried
u left ur family, classmates, frens and ur bandmates in tears.
u're silly.
hope tht u're doin well in the other world.
somewhere where u find happiness
rest in peace*


miss my lil' sis and my "dad"
always rmb by us`- shi ning 28/10/04

met lingwei, geena, shalene, betrand and yan ling to mandai to visit her.
sorry tht i didn went on fully.
took cab to YCK mrt with betrand as he had band in NYP.
met Casey & Sher in Muji
had dinner with Aunt Jane, PeiSan, Fate, Irene and the 2 guys.
new arrivals for mens n ladies.
personally i like the new cardigan.
chopping tht for next week (:
$59 ashley got to chop tht beige cardigan!!


Paragon outlet havin grand opening this fri.
wondering if i shud pop my head there, huh?
gimme a respond guys - Shen Zhi, Casey & Sher arhs! (:
haha..

bought a new book -where rainbow ends
3 chpts away from the start.
quite an interestin book.
shud buy it (:

anyway, 3 cheers to Wayne Rooney & the red devils
4-0!
finally W.Rooney is on form! (:
hat trick - perfect hat trick (:
let the red devils be the Champs this season
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!
bet alan, chester, casey and my brothers are smiling with their mouth wide open now (:
hip hip hooray!! =D


well i got to slp soon.
shud turn in before my dad reaches home
i am a good daddy's girl -
good nite//sweet dreams ppl (:
i am on cloud9
allsmiles*


i just hope u nv return back here.
cus the sight of u gimme the haunting memories i had with u
if i could, i wish u dun cum back
fear.
finally i had overcome one hurdle and now u're back
i am speechless.
the days with u is a totally disaster/ nightmare.
give me up.
i m tired being with u.
u're the devil which i spend 8 mths with.

THE POT IS CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK.


tink bout the sentence u said,reflect it upon urself, and see if it suits you more.


hopeless.?
we dont speak bird language.
we speak human language.


happy birthday xuewen and fiona`

take a step back and you will know tht no one is perfect.
everyone has his faults.
human do make mistakes.
no one is perfect.

busy tight schedules.
the CD outing. fund raising for the CD outing.
term tests are round the corner.
and i had a class test tmr.
infact, i really had no leisure time for myself now. sad*

falling sick soon.
feeling a hot sensation down my throat.
bet someone gonna punch my number onto the phone n yanked at me upon reading this.
LOL`
first time since this year - if i'm nt wrong
i took a afternoon nap.
but my head is still heavy.
hmm..
stress?? maybe..

my GEMS is like so-so.
feel tht my GEMS classmates are all like so bored in class.
personally, this lecturer of mine is kinda CUTE.
using a OHP marker to write on the board.
giving miracl-ous answer like 4 divide by 2 is 8.
warning! tis is nt the first time.
anyway, she is just another LZB. x)
no offence*

claiming a childish fact - i want to go to the ZOO! (:
yes i am craving to go =x opps!
haha..

feel like taking a break now.
i am super tired.
but certainly tis is nt the correct time..
sihui, u mus GAMBATTE! (:

wanna thanks alan for the man utd jersey (:
ashley #6.!!
THANKS!!! =D

gt lots more to blog. but my brain cells are dying off ..LOL
bet it's time for me to go to revise for my test tmr..
see ya..
nites.

the day came.
but somehow the confidence i used to hav is nt there.
maybe i am starting to get used to be in single-hood.
yes - my perception nv change. just fear of being hurt by anyone.
hurt.
heartbreaks.
the buckets of cries i used to shed.
tears streams down my cheeks like a water pipe.
all is the past.
wanting to look forward.
yes i do. i am moving on with the encouragement from my frens.
sumhow i might feel crippled along the way
but i will stand strong.
(:
trust is a must ; but promises are just lies.


are you thinking what i am thinking??

annabel, by the time u're reading this, please please please cool down.
i know tht some of us are quite pissed off by what we heard from the guys in my class today.
especially me, bel & muthu.
i had given a tot abt it, thinking tht we all had our own right to write abt anything in our blog and we shud be more open tht no one is perfect. someone is bound to love us or hate us.
but of course bloggin to curse ppl is confirm a out of question-kind-of-thing.
uh-huh~
even i am angry and i hate sumone tht much, i will not curse tht the person or they will get car crash or kanna sumtink bad.
felt bad abt it. of cus i nv expect tht person to be HER.
i admit i am angry and was talking loud in class after what i heard.
those know me well, shud koe i will nv control my temper when i am been provoked or something.
i am speechless for the moment.
let them have the right to speak whatever they wanna say in their blogs.
label them childish or whatever, i just wish nth had happen n move on. we were eventually meet them in school and smiles plastered on our faces.
whatever~
like someone had said to me, PEACE NO WAR!
peace and harmony are what alan wants from us.
hopefully*
i gonna pretend nth had happen.
all smiles*


as usual, the haze prob is still on. and sumhow i got a few pics the other day.
the scene from my house.

went for bowling.
a surprise one'
Uncle Adam came up to me just now regarding the POL-ITE thingy.
and guess what, i am been selected for it despite me not goin for the trail.
oh god!
so is like somehow very lucky but i am still confused.
team training is on for every fri. tht means i cant work on fri.
and i am the worst of the 8 girls.
imagine their points are ALWAYS maintain at 130 150 ++
n here i am borderline 110 or less.
hais.. shud i giv it a try.?
confused*
stuck in the pithole ):

too much things happen today.
countless.//

felt so stress out suddenly.
felt i got lots of things left uncompleted.
work. studies. frens. and of cus $$
hais.
i am cravin for the skirt from zara.
tht top from Outfitters.
and hopefully tht fcuk top.
if i had tht amount to shop.
=
gonna rebond my hair tmr.
bless me tht nth gonna happen.
before tht, let me thnks the 4 ppl whom gonna acc me tmr.
AhZhi.Sherman.Casey&PeiPing (:

take care guys.
(:


i am ready to move on without you.finally.

mixing up life.

the haze is back.
*cough*


finally back to blogging during the IT PTY lesson..
sian-half.
as usual, this lesson no one is paying attention.
zZz

been pack this few days with OUTINGS with Shen Zhi, Casey and Sherman.
which results in coming home late ):
mum is nagging for tht..

Wed (11/10)
met the guys at City Hall
had breakfast at the Bao Jin Tian
*thumbs up*
the tim sum is suppppppppper nice.
shud get urself trying(:
AS USUAL, Shen Zhi was still on bed when we met.
so we went round Marina Sq.

had kbox session which lasts for hours.
had to really admit tht Sherman sang very well
*clap clap*
shopping for us.
brought Ah Zhi to the shop which i love this top and bottom (:
thanks to Casey for helping me to spot tht attire from the model x)
in the end i bought a new top from Topshop.
sad*
my shirt gt stained.
hav to be exchange. )=
i love the shirt cus' it is bout MUSIC!!!

had dinner with Aunt Jane, Rick and the 4 MONKEYS!
which in this case is US (:
caught the movie - STAY ALIVE
intro by Ah Zhi.
she was scared by the movie too.
it is about how you die in the game, tht is the way u died in reality. (:
think is somehow tht paiseh for Sher & Casey.
imagine how ppl will think when they saw 2 guys with 2 timid girls
like so lose face =x
the movie is nice but scary
8/10 i shall giv.
(:

went back to MUJI.
slack ard the counter and at the sofa.
home sweet home (:

Thurs (12/10)
after sch, met Casey to acc him to buy his mum a watch.
shop ard.
went to Paragon.
went KPO-ing abt the new MUJI store there.
infact, really, actually the MUJI is paragon is indeed much bigger than the one is Bugis
*faint*

met Ah Zhi at City Hall again.
went to Topshop to ask my top for a change.
they were kind enuff to help me chck it up (:
thou i didn get any reciept with me =x
kindly, sumone pls remind this forgetful girl to get her top exchange by SUNDAY (:
THNKS!
bought a tanktop with the recommendation from Ah Zhi, Casey & their girlfren (:
while Ah Zhi bought a new pair of heels.
went home with Casey.
again, naggings from my dearest MUM. x)

crapping all day long
enjOy myself with the 3 of u all ard`
thnks..
smiles*


shud start studyin for the TERMTEST.
sob*
gt a test coming next week
sad*

jiayous!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NIGEL.


i am tht type of person who dun like to go home before 7.
tht's me.
unless there is something real urgent for me to attend to at home.
tht's me.
so stop asking me to go home right after sch.
i will ROT.

suppose to catch a movie after sch.
had to wait for Ah Tum after GEMS.
however, annabel pass me some stuff which i am suppose to pass it to him
so me,Alan, AhTum,Muthu and Wang Bei headed Bishan to meet him.
went shopping ard J8.
went to find kelly at muji.
chat with her.
see see touch touch..
it had been a long time since i ever step into J8, so are the rest.
(:

GEMS lesson 2.
felt i becum a POA student somehow.
doin balance sheet blah blah blah.
hmm..quite satisfied cus i am able to get the answe with the lil help from Jun(:
thanks boy~!

Character Development.
we were told to write our own epitaph.
EPITAPH is a paragraph or two abt ur life written on ur tombstone
so there it goes for mine :
Fine lady leading a simple life, spreading care and concern to everyone. Arms of love extended to bring warmth to everyone.
Faithful, Caring & a never-say-die attitude is someone whom we look up to.
Kinda fake. cus i am nt the type of person who nv say die x)

Ahtum's epitaph.
wonderful person who was an expert in Chinese History.Taught people the purpose of living.

ShuHui's epitaph
noble person who has crazy ideas, bringing joy and memories to her beloved one.
Forever faithful to her husband and willing to sacrifice for her children.

Muthu's epitaph
a wonderful writer who produces many beautiful stories. Pieces of her work touched the hearts of others. Humourous character never fails to bring laughter to others. She spends her life writing about the lives of people and her selfless character contributed alot to the society.

Annabel's epitaph
Plain, simple life ever ready to lend others a helping hand
Optimisstic character helpes her to anything without fail

Alicia's epitaph
Live freely in life with all her imaginations
Tryin hard to give people around her the best beyond limits
Emotional yet she only shoes her concerns inside to friends and family
A girl live her life crazily thru singing and dancing.


i enjoyed myself today
outings and more outing (:
went to harbourfront with AhTum, Alicia, Wang Bei, Alan, Jun & Chifoong.
the XXL chicken from SiLin store is nice.
*thumbs up*
thnks alicia(:

afterwhich headed to bugis to meet the people.
went to Muji to kajiao ppl
chat with mich n jiayin(:
i am still not gettin my paid
sobsob*
had dinner with Shen Zhi, Casey, Sherman and their 2 frens at LJS.
kinda paiseh cus didn really know the other 2 guys tht well.
*blush*
afterwhich, Casey went back to work.
the rest walked to Lavender to hav a game of pool
i didnt play.
rotting
rot.
rotting
rot.

it is kind of Sher n Shen Zhi to send me to Lavender MRT.
so sweet (:
thanks!


nites to all.
i am slping.
tmr is a boring day with boring lesson goin on.
could someone kind enuff to msn with me in class tmr x)
tmr gonna be a busy day. (:
kbox for us on wed (:



the moment i saw you.
my heart didn race fast.
neither did it skip a beat or two.
perfectly on beat like usual.
my heart had let it go.?
maybe it had.
smiles*
time will heal the wound?
guess so..



i had to agree with her tht singlehood has its pros n cons.
we dun need to depend on guys to survive.
but the point i did not really agree was tht, somehow we need a compainion other than a fren to speak to.
someone who loves u and you loves hIm back.
(:
tryin to gain back the confidence i lost.

a sporty day~



tutorial day.
i dont know why my timetable is this way.
tutorial for ECTP.
tutorial for Building Service.
tutorial for Law.

i swore i did pay attention during ECTP.
i drew the diagrams which Mr Tang asked us to.
number of absentees - Lur,Ade, Aishah.. blah blah.
Building Service is quite a big obstacle to "cross"
gt mix up, had to depend on Muthu for it.
Law is olright, i am paying much more attention than last sem.

bowling.
i m slacking.
i made up my mind, not gonna join the POL-ITE selection
no confidence.
slacking.
off form.
Raymond asked me.
David asked me.
Jun did asked me as well
Aaron too.
like Jun told me it is easy to get in for girls,
but seeing my peers are so high standard far off away from me.
shud not be standin a chance nor have the time to fork out now.
tht's me. pessimistic still.

i am trailing off.
seems nt to be so interested in bowling like before.
SLACK.
maybe due to less training times during the hols.
sometimes i wish to giv it up.
but for the sake of the ball, the shoe i move on.
my source of motivation to bowl?
hmm..good qn.hmm..now no more motivation from anyone.
maybe lack of motivation bahs =x haha
nah..kiddin la..
i just know i am starting to get physically involving in sch work than anything else other than work.
aiming for 2.6 for my GPA tis sem
i koe it is quite low for some ppl.
but seriously i didn did quite well for my last sem.
so aiming abit higher, like wad JuraSsic PARK(JS Park) said.
as a senior at work or in academic wise, he told me lots of stuffs which i tink do help in motivating me to study hard.
3.8 is what he got. green with envy*
duno..maybe bahs..
thanks.
anyway, he gonna trt me if i hit 3.0 for my GPA tis sem.(:


JS PARK says:
if u get 3.0..n above...i treAt u dinner...
JS PARK says:
anywhere..u wanna eat ....
JS PARK says:
i foot the bill...
JS PARK says:
miss hungry slyvester

out of sudden,
Thomas,Mich, Rick and JS PARK are calling me tweety n slyvester.
i think i saw a pussy cat!
thnks to Thomas.
and i am bi-animated?
is there such a word.
some call me tweety , some call me sly.
i duno why.
hmm..weird ppl from muji x)


joined Ivy and Zhang Hui for a game of badminton.
afterwhich, Martin came so the 4 of us went to hav supper.
crap along like we used to do in the good old days.

hmm..
Ivy and i decided to go on the DHL balloon (:
the pirate ship at Woodlands Sq.
WWW for us
Gelare for us.
miss my partner in band.
IVY! (:

i miss my frens.